Friday, August 2, 2013

On Nature


                     

 On the side of Sugarloaf Mountain, we thought construction had all but destroyed the meadow fronting our Cabin. It was scraped clean, down to the granite substrate.  We worried that it might never fully recover on that new surface of what appeared to be granitic sand.  But, Life itself has taken charge, and the flora of the mountain has returned with haste and with it, flowers that disappeared years ago. Nature is incorrigible.

    As if to cover its mineral nakedness, Planet Earth imagined LIFE and wrapped itself in a lavish kirtle of it, from the microscopic to the mammoth. And it was beautiful.
    Earth expresses itself to the universe as sheathed, covered, wrapped, obscured, by Life.*  Life everywhere-- all of it, striving for increase, expression-- and for consciousness.
    And, in the most superb of Life’s combinations, we humans appeared with a brain-deluxe and found that we could know about ourselves and, what’s more, enjoy that knowing. We began that most human of enterprises: organizing our knowing into a myriad of narratives. I for instance have told the story of brown trout in the Garden of Eden. But, just think what Mozart did with what he knew!
   When I look out into the night sky, I do not, as conventional wisdom would advise, feel insignificant and tiny in the face of all that majesty. I think the cosmos is a lovely, if mysterious, expanse of what, we cannot be sure. I am, meanwhile, overwhelmingly proud to be of Earth’s Order of Mozart. I see no reason to believe that there is his like anywhere “out there”.
   We are here to report on the universe to its self. If we don’t do it, it will not get done.
    We on Planet Earth, with Life on our side, have the universe under siege, demanding that it come forth with its secrets and hear the music.

 * Ira Feit, Professor of Biology, Franklin and Marshall College, c.1983. 

Friday, July 19, 2013

There Are So Many Things To Think About-- Before It's Too Late




    Before me is a bucket of gooseberries to be processed. Each and every berry must be picked up and aligned in the fingers of each hand. The blossom end to one hand, the stem end to the other. That dried blossom end must be removed as must the stem; otherwise the berries are useless. They are absolutely round, hard, green, and sour. When cooked up with sugar into a sauce, or pie filling they become delicious beyond the telling.
   I pick up a berry, and suddenly something wonderful happens: the thumb nail of one hand scuffs off the remnant of the blossom and the opposite nail “cuts” off the stem-- and the job is done-- for that berry-- almost before I can think to do it. It’s as though the nails had had a complete course of training.
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   I think of those thumb nails doing their precise work so well. I try to imagine a finer technology for this work and cannot. In these days when “technology” is the password to contemporary living, I find myself sitting here with these gooseberries employing what may well be the oldest and even the first technology of them all: the nails on those miraculous opposing thumbs that are good for nothing in particular and just right for everything.
   They are surely one of the first principles in evolution-- from claws and talons to my sophisticated nails-- so ubiquitous are they among the species.
   I catch my breath at the thought of that first little African mother-of-us-all, busy discovering how many things she could do with her nails. I think we must call them The First Tool. We who tinker with things could not get through a day without them. I could not.
   Not only can these nails do their every work, they have a strange sort of consciousness about them. They seem to talk back and forth to the brain. They tell the brain when they have accomplished their task, sometimes, even, that the task is impossible and must be aborted. They even remark on the quality of the work. It’s as though I were a by-stander in my work with the berries.
    I drift off into a reverie as the repetitive action goes on and on, a full hour to do a single quart of berries. I dream away about this and that, and still the work goes on, and goes on well!
   I’m dazzled.
    And all of us, everyone, has this remarkable set of tools with us all the time, everywhere we go, If only just to scratch an itch. Think of it!
   I have written that an angler’s fly box is private and intimate, not for the gaze of the general. Our manicures are like our fly boxes, private, and personal-- nobody’s damned business. These nails are our most personal tools, to be kept up, cleaned, and sharpened, each in its own personal way-- for me right now, to work these berries.



Monday, July 1, 2013

This is too Long-- Polonius to Hamlet

 

An improvisation
in two parts
and
sixteen fragments


                                                                               PART I

   There is little point in being as old as I am unless it makes me the oldest living remnant of this or that. I have claimed to be the oldest living writer about angling in English and the oldest residual of Shakespearean production in Mary Rippon Theatre at the University of Colorado. Those earliest post- war productions of Shakespeare at CU can be remembered in me, “fragments” that they are.

Tuesday, May 28, 2013

At Random on King Lear

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King Lear

Three Times, I Done It


     It's devilishly clever of Shakespeare to have written a role like Lear, demanding an actor old enough to be convincing and by that time too old to get through it properly. Just like Lear himself who cannot get through his own play. He's too old. He dies before the end.

Most Lears are like mine, only less inadequate than mine.

Saturday, April 20, 2013

How Anglers Got Their Literature

 


From
The Whole and Ancient Company of Anglers

A “tedious brief” Essay
Part of a talk on writing about angling
By
 Gordon Wickstrom
The Bouldercreek Angler
At
Front Range Anglers
3/30/13

                                                      

Tuesday, April 9, 2013

Reflections on Acting

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                                 Part Two
                   The Vanities of Research
   I think back, so many, years ago, when I first went to England  on a Fulbright in the mid 50s to try to discover the secrets of British classical acting. I ended up discovering a lot about a lot of things-- not a little about English fly fishing, medieval architecture, and  the glories of English theatre-going . But, the secrets of English acting proved elusive.

Reflections on

 
                    Reflections on Acting
                             Part Two
                   The Vanities of Research
   I think back, so many, years ago, when I first went to England  on a Fulbright in the mid 50s to try to discover the secrets of British classical acting. I ended up discovering a lot about a lot of things-- not a little about English fly fishing, medieval architecture, and  the glories of English theatre-going . But, the secrets of English acting proved elusive.
    Back then, English actors were reluctant to talk about their ‘’classical style,” given all that was happening with acting in America where Stanislavski had found a home. They were at best, guarded, and at worst, sheepish.
     Cells of "method" acting and its study, after the American manner, were cropping up here and there in London. And here and there I managed to find someone who was willing to talk to me. Sam Wannamaker, scion of the great Philadelphia store, was the peck’s bad boy about London what with his incessant flogging of the new American  dispensation for a new, more subjective, inner way of making theatre-- and a national theatre for England.
    My contacts flinched when I used the word “style.” Especially when I suggested that the English had a style. It was a word they generally feared, It’s having become tainted by long association with West End drawing-room, upper-class comedy. And, as far as classicism, whatever that might mean, well, “classicism” was the Shakespeare that John Gielgud did at the Old Vic and there was an end to it. Few there were who would stand up to defend that old stuff, however  accomplished-- and brilliant it might be. And it usually was brilliant.
   All in all, I was not a great success in my research.
   Now, just the other day, a good friend, an actor, director, and a real professional, said to me that he just "hated" the English actors, "they do it so well".  Meaning that they were such superb actors, especially with their prize possession, Shakespeare. Why could not we over here be as good….?
     So here I am worrying about “style” all over again. I ought at last to be able to come up with something to say at least faintly useful on the subject. So, I ask myself, point blank, what is it that they, the British actors, do so well?
    Here’s what I think-- as of today:
    English acting is crisp, sharp edged, clear-- and absolutely confident. The English actor is never in the least apologetic for either his work or his profession of it. He's sure of himself.  He brings to bear at any given moment of acting the full resources of his five-hundred year tradition and his long established institutions of actor training. And, he has learned well the lessons of his modernity: how to show the inner life of the characters he plays.
    His American cousin, on the other hand, is always full of doubt about his work and worry about his feckless, wandering profession. He has no secure tradition to back him up. Rarely has he a decent income, to say nothing of a real home. He’s always worried. Always looking for the next  gig.
   His work on stage appears to us to be just a bit soft- edged, just a bit blurred by his own suspicion that he has not got it right, that there might be a better way. His training has tended to thrust him onto his own inner resources, onto a landscape of the heart and mind full of slippery slopes and rocky barriers. Of doubts and fears. He knows no certain standard. He can often be brilliant without ever knowing it-- fearing even to think it. Or he can be awful and not know it.      Joy is only momentary in his profession. 
   I see him doing on stage and screen, work that in its “naturalness” would stymie his English counterpart. Often the American actor can take us dangerously close to the mega-real, from which there can be no return. It is a place where technique alone can never go.
   Sometimes, I feel exploded with national pride at the beauties of it, the courage of it, and its selflessness.
   Still, American actors tend to be apologetic in their ability to accomplish such access to character, while English actors are exuberantly confident. They understand themselves as trained professionals.
     And they expect to live a decent, respectable life in return for their efforts.
   The English have another advantage: that rich stable of old actors, actors who have been able to have a steady, rewarding profession of it. They have, of course, lived and worked in a small geography where getting around among the many outlying theatres is easy and inexpensive. They age beautifully with television as its record.
    Speaking of old actors: back then, I was at a luncheon table with Mary Fagan, the first to play Chekhov’s Madame Ranevskaya in English. Imagine that! She was, in the most charming manner, dismissive of her grand career, She understood that whatever she and her famous husband J.B. Fagan had done for Chekhov in England, the Russians and their Stanislavski had  o’er leaped the English theatre and come down full force in New York. All the while, the English theatre remained less given to psychological acuity and more to just “getting on with it”.   
     The Shakespearean tradition, in a presentational mode of performance always protected them. In New York, actors were on their own, clinging to whatever model or teacher in whom they could believe. They often became highly skilled at looking deep within themselves and their characters, hoping  to represent  truly their search into the wilderness of self.
    Sometimes I see our American actors do things, so beautiful as to bring tears to my eyes. But, there is little agreement among us in the audience. Our criticism is little more than bare report.
    All the while, I, like my friend who "hates" them for it,
 am swept away in that special admiration  of the British. 
I can’t get enough of it.
    The American actor is full of the dark secrets that polite folks --- like the traditional British would rather leave at home under wraps of a cultural reticence. The
American actor is ready to tell all. And it amazes me how vividly different and sometimes breath-taking that can make the American actor.
    Different? Yes. And that's about all I understand-- other than the abiding British excellence in speaking well and clearly, of seeing a sentence through to the end of its sense. American schools have yet to come close to British voice and speech training. The dirty little secret being that we do not really believe in it….
    Still, and I regret it, too many of the English have taken to affecting the worst of the subjective American manner. American films-- and television especially-- have taken their toll on the British theatre. From actors on both sides of the Atlantic, I understand fewer and fewer words  well-spoken. I blame all-absorbing television for this decay.
   But, I burden you-- as I burdened my boss at the British Drama League in Fitzroy Square, so long ago--  Frances MacKenzie, MA. Oxon, who remonstrated with me impatiently saying, "Gordon, you Americans are so analytical".