Before me
is a bucket of gooseberries to be processed. Each and every berry must be
picked up and aligned in the fingers of each hand. The blossom end to one hand,
the stem end to the other. That dried blossom end must be removed as must the
stem; otherwise the berries are useless. They are absolutely round, hard,
green, and sour. When cooked up with sugar into a sauce, or pie filling they
become delicious beyond the telling.
I pick up a berry, and suddenly something wonderful
happens: the thumb nail of one hand scuffs off the remnant of the blossom and
the opposite nail “cuts” off the stem-- and the job is done-- for that berry--
almost before I can think to do it. It’s as though the nails had had a complete
course of training.
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I think of those thumb nails doing their precise work
so well. I try to imagine a finer technology for this work and cannot. In these
days when “technology” is the password to contemporary living, I find myself
sitting here with these gooseberries employing what may well be the oldest and
even the first technology of them all: the nails on those miraculous opposing
thumbs that are good for nothing in particular and just right for everything.
They are surely one of the first principles in
evolution-- from claws and talons to my sophisticated nails-- so ubiquitous are
they among the species.
I catch my breath at the thought of that first little
African mother-of-us-all, busy discovering how many things she could do with
her nails. I think we must call them The First Tool. We who tinker with things could not get through a day
without them. I could not.
Not only can these nails do their every work, they
have a strange sort of consciousness about them. They seem to talk back and
forth to the brain. They tell the brain when they have accomplished their task,
sometimes, even, that the task is impossible and must be aborted. They even
remark on the quality of the work. It’s as though I were a by-stander in my
work with the berries.
I drift off into a reverie as the repetitive
action goes on and on, a full hour to do a single quart of berries. I dream
away about this and that, and still the work goes on, and goes on well!
I’m dazzled.
And all of us, everyone, has this remarkable set
of tools with us all the time, everywhere we go, If only just to scratch an
itch. Think of it!
I have written that an angler’s fly box is private and
intimate, not for the gaze of the general. Our manicures are like our fly
boxes, private, and personal-- nobody’s damned business. These nails are our
most personal tools, to be kept up, cleaned, and sharpened, each in its own
personal way-- for me right now, to work these berries.